All That Jazz

So, today I was going to go into the city. I had EVERY intension of seeing Anything Goes (because Sutton Foster is one of my favorites and I know someone in the show) with my friend Brittani (who lives in nyc). We were going to possibly meet up for dinner then see the show. This morning she said she couldn’t. I then texted about 5 other people to go with me and everyone either had class or work. I decided to just go alone. I got to the train station, bought a ticket, the train came and I didn’t get on. Why?? I don’t f#*king know, probably because I hate eating dinner by myself in NYC; I always feel so lonely when I do that, and I HATE being lonely..and because I also told Hayley my friend and I might be coming to see AG, and I thought about how dumb I would look seeing the show without the friend portion of “my friend and i”. Now I’m kicking myself in the ass SO hard because Hayley is going on as one of the leads, Erma, right now. Are you f#*king kidding me with this? THIS WOULD HAPPEN…..